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Hello,I am Nadin! I love music and my friends! As you can see, I love to talk and sms in class and listening to my music whenever. I like nibbling on candies and drinking coke light.((:



May 2009
June 2009

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MIA.

Hello. I'm back. Only after 3 days. I din't go anywhere. Just lazy to update.
Been watching a lot of movies lately and I find them rather funny. Watched Pink Panther 2 this afternoon and I was like lmao all the way. When Alfred Molino catched the flower at the end while he was wearing a pink tutu and carrying that bag. I almost cried. It was truly funny. ((((((: . Besides that, I also watched CSI:NY season 5 on dvd. It was really awesome. Like the director really stepped up his game. In the previous series, the killer is like really obvious. Like you just have that gut feeling that its him. But this series, well, it was rather difficult to identify the killer. Even though I did a couple of times. call me a freak but whatever. Sorry to those of you who watches CSI and don't really want the ending to be given away. I'm going to include a couple of spoilers. ((((: .





Anyways, about an episode. It was later in the season. However, I don't remember the title though but it discussed about this racist white guy, Michael Elgers or something. He ruined the name Mike. LOL. Anyways, he had a huge swastika symbol tattooed on his skinned head. He was of course, a Neo-Nazi. Anyways, in the later part of the episode, there was a woman who was interviewed and she said like the things she went through during the Holocaust. I know it was scripted and all but still, the emotions were real. I never went through what she went through so I can't actually feel what she felt at that time. But, I know it was painful. Frankly, I never experienced much pain in my life. I felt some, but her pain was much more unbearable.

6,000,000 Jews were taken by the Nazis, only 900,000 survived. I think. Imagine, if you were a Jew, how would you feel?Imagine, if you were a survivor, how would you feel? Contented. You'll feel like there is still a shred of hope in your already miserable life. It made me appreciate my life even though its not perfect. No one's is. Anyways, I did a little reasearch on the Holocaust and this is what I found.




Its sad. How can they find happiness in killing babies????????! .
My post ends here as I can't bear crying while typing. So blurry.

Labels: holocaust, Nazis

Hello all. I knew I said that I'm not gonna update, but I just can't refrain myself. )))): . I really think I'm either addicted or have a problem. Either way, I need help. I'm not going to say about my day for today or yesterday because none of you fucking care. I don't even care. Its filled with a whole lot of sleeping, vomiting and more sleeping. I've been really sick lately. )): . But my appetite is like a monsters. I'm afraid I'm gonna gain like shitloads of weight before school like reopen. Its like its closed for good anyways. I don't even know why its called that. Hoho. I even feel woozy just typing this post. ))): .
*I notice a lot of )): in my post today. *

Been reading Yanaa's blog and there was like a post on Fauzi Rassull and his skinniness. I obviously am not skinny but like now, skinny is REALLY the new black. Like kids and whoever will try and do their best to be skinny, I repeat, SKINNY, not acceptable. These kids are not really stupid, they just want to be accepted into society. If you're like fat, you will probably have experiences when people, near or far, just pick on you just because of your size. It'll lower your self-esteem and give you suicidal thoughts. If its to the extreme.
If you're skinny, people will think your beautiful.
Well, whatever to these people. -.- .

Anyways, been stalking someone and his blogpost wrote something like "bla3. drag me to hell was like fucking scary and bla3 and eyeballs bla3 slime in her mouth bla3. "
Like what's all the hype about? Its only PG. Its not even NC16. Watched one of those movies before and frankly, it wasn't that scary. The M18 kind of gory like qurantine is like OMG. I didn't sleep that night. That's what you call scary. (((: . I've been trying to watch Friday the 13th but my whole family is against me watching it. They said something like there's some there's a lot of sexual scenes. They don't want to contaminate my already contaminated mind. -.- . There's a reason why i took bio. HOHO.

Been watching a whole lot movies lately, like Confessions Of a Shopaholic, He's Just Not That Into You , Bride Wars, Amusement. Actually the list goes on and on. ((: . I've been watching a lot of chick flicks to sort of mend my broken heart. Don't ask why. But some of you already know why. Hoho.

Hmm. I think that's like it. ((((: .

Hoho. I'm back bitches! Again, really wanted to say that. (( : . So, the weekend of the 2nd week passed and I spent it doing very productive things. I did 0 homework. ((: . I did however strengthen my relationship with my family and friends.

Hmm, if you guys are itching to know how my day went for yesterday and also today, here's a fairly detailed run through of the things that happened.

Saturday. - 13.06.09

So formal! Hoho. I woke up at like about noon. My family wanted to go out for a nice day out, and daddy decided to go for soem seafood in Malaysia. I think it's to celebrate either father's day or dad's pay day. My mum was complaining because i took forever to actually get something to wear. So in the end I wore a black tube with a black cardigan and black latent heels. ((: . I was happy with that after 3 dress changes. There was a jam at the M'sian customs so my dad decided to use the buses/vans lane. My 'white card' disappeared so I had to rush to fill up another one on the spot. )): . Got there, ate a lot of food and bought a lot of chewing gum. I know its like unfabulous but who the fuck cares? I obviously don't. ((: . Got home at around 7. Slacked until like 11 when Ain wanted a conference with me and Azhar. It was a very funny conversation and they realised that my laugh was like a baby's. I was all smiles when I was complimented. We talked about a lot of things. Azhar headed off for Langakawi this morning and he asked us what we wanted as a souvenir. In the end, he decided that he's getting me the more expensive gift and Ain the more sentimental one but is less expensive. Yknw, like carved stuff. ((: . We talked for about 2 hours. And in total they talked for 3. ((: .



Sunday.- 14.06.09

Again with the formalities. ((: . Woke up at exactly 11.11 after being rudely interrupted by Asyiqin's phone call. Then we had a 3-way conference. Asyiqin+Ain+Nadin. It was awkward-ish. Hoho. We then decided to go to the library to do some catching up. It was fun! Too bad, we didn't really camwhored. So, too bad. Hoho. I realised that many people are having weddings today. Seriously. There were plenty of people all dolled-up for someone else's happiness. )): . We were at the library and then we went to Jurong Point, ate at LJS and walked around. Whilest walking around, Ain & I went inside a jewellery store,(soo kee) and looked at rings. I saw a 1.5k $9000+ ring. It was love at first sight. But the diamond was like white. I want a pink diamond. I shall continue to search for my dream ring. ((( : .

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And there you go. ((: . If a normal ring cost about $10 000. Mine would cost? 'Natural pink diamond retails for anywhere between $10,000 and $400,000 per carat.' I want a 3 carat ring. Whoever that I marry is a rich and lucky man. (((((((: . Went home after that and slacked. I wanted to use the computer like at 8.30 but my sister was using. Then i went crazy from the boredom. I think I'm addicted or something.

HOHO. I'm not gonna update for a while I think as I have a responsibility. ((: .


BYE!


Sorry for all the typos. I'm typing in the dark.

I can't sleep. This is a short post tho. I just wanted to say:
I WANT A JIMMY CHOO'S KNEE HIGH LEATHER BOOTS. )): . I NEED TO GO SHOPPING. ANYBODY have $800??

Hoho. Its the third day since I developed this flu. Don't worry people. Its not swine flu. Or at least I think. I've been sneezing really badly and the runny nose is just disgusting. I think i developed it on Monday when I walked under the rain. Hoho. Idk. I feel pathetic and stupid. It may be the flu or just me. But whatever.

Its been days since Diyanah and I last contacted each other. I miss her so much! I think Tuesday was our last day? Idk. Hoho. She wanted to go out like 2 months ago to watch Jonas Brothers but idk what happened. The idea just sort of disappeared I guess.

Asyiqin got back from Indonesia a couple of days ago and she's like really into the whole Bandung-Jakarta thing. I've never been there but from the looks of it, I would love to go there as there is shopping, shopping and more shopping! Hoho. Its cooling too. She said that the girls there have that distinct look. Long hair with bangs. Who seh that have that look. Dhira. Duh. Hoho. If you guys don;t know who she is, she is erm.. Okayy, even I don't know who she is. I just saw her pics. Like is you see the minahs and mats of this society, you can see the star-printed hoodie and skinnies. ALL OF THEM LOOK THE SAME. Hoho. Singaporeans don't really have a sense of style. T-shirt and flip-flops. Hoho.

GSS season now. I want to save some cash and buy me knee-high leather boots. The high-fashion kind. Not the boots my father go to work with. HOho. How awesome would that be? I'd match it with denim skinny jeans, white plain top and a leather jacket. I'll look professional and casual at the same time. Hoho. I need cash.


The maths quiz this morning was difficult. I did it with all my might for the first question and I got it wrong. My hopes for achieving fuul marks were diminished. Hojho. I tikam2-ed for the next 4 questions and got it all wrong except for question 4. I got it right. Hoho.

So, I'm going to Malaysia tomorrow for a family thing. I think I'm going uh. My dad wants the whole family to sleep over at my other house but no. I don't wish to do that. Hoho. I think I said enough.


Bye. HOHO.

Such a cutie! Hoho. He's a little too fat tho. At least he's like super cute. Hoho. I just realised that this is the first picture in my blog. And it's black and white. I seem pretty boring huh. Hoho. for those who are itching to know, here's a run through of my day.

Woke up late, called Asyiqin and bathed. Got ready for school. I have to meet up Mrs Yan for extra SS lesson since I missed both her lessons last week due to my fever. We were at the staff lounge and the teachers that entered waas like " Woah, private tuition ah. How much did you pay her uh? " Then i was startled. I thought to myself, why can't teachers be nice? Hoho. Seriously, Mrs Yan was really nice to me today. She helped me with the last chapter of the SS textbook. Like she really went through the whole thing. Hoho. After the lesson, ate a lot of gummied stuff on the bus ride home and was like emo-ing all the way till 8. Then got really annoying to my sis. Hoho. It was on purpose. ((: . I got nothing else to say so my post will just end here. ((:.

Hey all. Its Tuesday. It seems like it was yesterday when 3S5 had that super duper exciting bbq. It was almost yesterday. It was on Sunday. Just two days ago. Well, I've been really busy since Sunday. I did, ermmm. Er.. Okayy I did nothing for the past two days. I've been sleeping my life away as usual. Then the last week, I would stress out and try to complete my homework. Typical June. I shall try to change this year. 2009. There's always a first for everything right?

Hoho. Back to slacking. I wanna go out and shop! Its like GSS season now. I'm already out of cash and now they have to rub it in my face. Urghhh. DADDY, I WANT CASH. My alowance is already depleting, my prepaid balance is like $40? And that have to last me till end of this month. I don't think I can survive. If I have money, I wanna shop till I drop during the sale. The economic depression is not only affecting the working population, it also affects me. I hate having no money. Anyways, if I actually have the cash, I would buy everything that fancies me at that time. Okayy. Its true what they say. If i'm not gonna get a high-paying job, I need to marry someone rich. Hoho. Taitai statement. ((: .
Asyiqin, Ain. Iler nk kluar? I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

Yanaaa said that if I sleep too much, I'll gain weight. True mehhhh?


Anyways, I've been having some problems lately and I think the only person I can rely on to tell these problems to is my big brother. My actual biological brother. Its like he listens to my every whim. Even though he doesn't really experience the thing I'm going through but he gives me a listening ear. Brother, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. ((((: .

okayy all. I'm back. Today was one of the most relaxed days i've had is ages! haha. Woke up at 1 and actually did nothing pro-active thus far. I've just created a new blog where i pour all my innermost feelings out only to myself. I need to let it out you see. And the first post is up. ((: . I feel so lazy, stupid, useless and dead all at the same time. I'm gonna do some self-infliction really soon. It's already out of hand and a little blood won't do me any good. It won't do me any bad either. Haha. So I'm gonna do it. I've been having some faith and some hope from Allah's good graces. I've become a new person now. I've been more religious lately. Its like I worry when i skipped a prayer or ate or did something bad. God have shown me the light and I'm following it. Alhamdullillah. Sorry, I've been so religious lately. There have been a few deaths in my family and it made me realise that our time is short. This world is only temporary and it justs prepare us for the next world. I want to begin afresh. I hope i can make it.

Gosh, Its 2338 according to the clock display on my computer (i know, computer. I'm not rich like all you people okay.) . I don't even feel sleepy. Must be all that caffein i've been drinking. ((: . Haha. If you haven't notice, i'm currently typing everything in perfect english. God has given me the ability to converse in english, so i shall treasure it. ((: . Anyways, its late. I've just returned home from the BEST class bonding like ever. You put a bunch of nerds together and lots of food and what do you get? 3 hours well spent. This morning is juat another typical Sunday morning, woke up the latest in my house. Did nothing until 4 when i have to get ready for the whole class bonding with bbq thing at Lakeshore, Nicole's house. I'd like to thank her family though for the bbq-ing part and forking out the extra cash for the food and getting like a whole POT of lodeh for us Muslims who can't eat pork. Haha. Good bunch of people. I didn't know what to wear for today so i just wore this blue striped long-sleeved top (which turns out to be a huge mistake as everybody ESPECIALLY Kristie who started calling me kueh lapis. NOT FUNNY people. ) and skinny jeans. When i reached the place everybody was like "you going bbq leh! why wear until like this? " All i did was smile. I have to look presentable for the public eye yknw. (strangers that judge. GAWD. ) . I was supposed to meet Yanaa at 4.30 under my block, i left the house at 4.40 . There were a bunch of people behind her whom she claimed one of them to be D***** ****. (OMG!) . I couldn't care less, really. Then we bused to Fuhua bus stop, and walked really slowly to the venue. I wanted to be fashionably late. ((: . Then we called Cheena and we got lost in communication. She's super cute! Went to the CAP camp and i missed her a lot. Then when we finally got to the venue, it was no offence, pretty boring. No one did anything funny or cool. Just like some people cooking and some just sat there, feeling all siannish. I was bored too at first. Then we, (Kristie, Hui Xian, Shi Lin, Cheena, Yanaa and myself of course) decided to explore the place. It was pretty siannish too. When we returned to the pit, EVERYBODY was insulting me about being fat and stuff. Gawd. I had to stay strong at that time. I might not show it, but i did hurt inside. Anyways, ate a lot. ((: . Then we decided to explore again. IT WAS AWESOME! Haha. Sweated a lot after chasing Aik Seng. Edison was being Edison and the rest just palyed along.
Refer to Yanna's blog for pics and vids.
Was the first to leave as I was given a curfew by my dad. Still arrived home late after that. Haha.
Gosh, I LOVE 3S5. (((((((((: .

If Jesus cn turn water t wine, wht cn Nadin do? haha. I cn make a wonderful thing called tea. LOL. seriously, i'm in love wit it. I always thot i was a coffee person bt idk why i've been drinking tea everyday nw. I love EVERYTHING made frm tea, fruit teas(lemon tea, strawberry tea) , green tea, chrysentemum tea, and earl grey tea(my fave) . haha. Its like, when yr stressed out, u drink tea. When people come over, u drink tea. Yr husband dies, u drink tea. U go t some spa, u drink tea. U go t th hairdressers, u drink tea. such a versatile drink. haha. This is weird. me, blogging bout tea. haha. i jst need t share my love for everything natural wit everybody. I think i'm done wit tea. haha.

New topic:
Gosh, i need CASH. My daddy wnt give me mre when i'm out and my mum jst wnt give me. I'm nt really gd at saving either. I cnt work. Like, i cnt picture myself wearing some ugly KFC or Mac uniform. Its like i dnt like working fr some corporation tht ill-treats chickens and stuff. I sound like so activist bt these creatures haf feelings too! I told my dad if i could work as like a voice coach or something. Easy money. hahah. idk. shall job hunt soon.

Been listening t Alesana; a post-hardcore band. Hot screaming guys. haha. I shall edit l8er. Blehhhhhhhhhh.

After so long! haha. I'm bck bitches. haha i always wanted t say tht. nvr gt arnd t it. haha. a week passed and i went thru major drama wit my life and not so major changes. okayy. scratch tht. ZERO changes haf been made t my life. at least i think. Fuhua secondary School have jst had her 10th anniversary celebrations cum dinner. th sch is so young and yet, it looks like it has been in operations since like 1980s. It looks bloody old cn? ahha. Emceed at th NEW Fuhua Indoor Sports Hall. FISH. Geddit? i laughed uncontrollably when Nicole mentioned this t ms Wong(my tic) . She's a really nice person once u get t knw her. ahha. really cute too. like her expressions and stuffs. haha. hugged 3 ppl tday and im so happy. bused home feeling all moody coz saw someone i really didnt wanna see. (Yes, its you.) . ((: . When i reached hme, i was all like "ASSALAMUALAIKUM!" t a family which looked t me like i'm some weirdo. haha. idk. it jst makes me happy when i see my loved ones. haha. then had family time afterwards. It was fun as my family dnt really do this often. I'm like such an outcast in this perfect lil family. )): . Kinda h8 it. hah. so tht was tday. let me bring all u ppl t th beginning of th wk.

Monday: Was funny in th mrng, i sent out msgs saying tht i wnt accept tardiness if any of my team mates were l8 t th meeting(starts at 8). I came at 8.14. haha. then they were all " u said u dnt accept tardiness then u urself l8!" haha. i was like all smiles. fr those who knw me, like really knw me, u would b able t come t a conclusion tht i am ALWAYS l8. I'm l8 fr EVERYTHING. D8s, meetings and stuff. ahah. th reason so is because i DO NOT like t w8 fr other ppl. its like so boring jst standing there. haha. i knw its selfish bt hey, call me selfish. ahah. then afterwards, was rushing t th parent teachers meet. did double shifts and spent good quality time wit Shi tiqq. Love her t death. haha. Saw Diyanah's mum and talked t Ms Tan. Yes, Ms Tan. Realised tht we haf th same phone and her dad sent her t work. Thought it was her boyf. ahha. All of us knw she has one, bt we dnt kwn who. she's all mysterious. haha. 99ed hme afterwards. *note t self: owe jordan $2*

Tuesday: Didn't sleep Monday nite then felt sick tuesday morn. I really didnt feel like gng t sch and my parents was like, u dnt haf t go t sch. then i was like cnt, there's phys and humans and rehearsal afterwards so i'll b bck l8. Tht mrng, i had, fever, cough, sore throat&runny nose. ALL of th swine symptoms. haha. i really felt like i was dying. bt hoho, it wasn't me. My mother's brother passed away tht day, at arnd 3 in th aft. *may Allah bless his soul* . it was an exceptionally dramatic day fr her. Mummy, if yr reading this, which i'm pretty confident tht yr nt, I LOVE YOU. Even though i may nt show it, i do. I think abt you in everything i do. i jst needed t get this across because, if i ever leave you ever so suddenly, at least you knw tht it came frm th bottom of my heart. *sheds a tear* .

Wednesday: Ponned all classes and slept thru th whole day. hah. th meds tht i took really did th tricked. i felt all happy tht day. i felt like a princess too! Thnks sis fr taking care of me th whole day tday! ILY.

Thursday: Had t go bck t sch. My mc was only fr a day. haha. as soon as i stepped into th classroom, Moomoo was like ' u passed me yr sore throat...' . All i did was smile. *I passed it t him on purpose.* had phys and waited 2.5 hrs fr Yeo woei ter(pronounced as waiter)'s chem cls. he was like talking bout equations and stuff. didnt really pay attn. haha. had rehearsals aft tht. Ms Wong is srsly like cute wit her expressions. haha.

Friday: Felt kinda happy tday. hah. then had rehearsals. Tday is a big day fr Asyiqin as she finally returns home frm tht dreaded 5 day camp of hers. Sry babe i slept thru our convo lst nite. ahah. Th sch: fr whtever. My father's family: One of my relatives passed away. *god bless her soul, InsyaAllah. * .

As you cn see, God gives us a life tht we shud really treasure. So if those of you who really think of suicide and tht life is unfair and shit, think twice. Treasure it while you cn. ((: . This is becoming so serious. haha

Nw, my fingers hurt frm typing too much and my sis is liek ' i wanna use th comp' . Irritating. haha. tht's all folks!!!



whee~ .


Mummy, Daddy and family: I LOVE YOU. Even though i may nt show it.

This will be a short post. I think. First things first. Today is a super duper tiring day. Haha. Short and sweet. I'm nt gonna sleep tnite, so, if any of you love me too much, pls accompany me like he did a few wks ago. heh. *makes cute face*

Second on th agenda: I think i'm gonna shut this thing down fr a while, until i cn get a hold of my life. It's in a really big mess rite nw. Like u spilled red wine over a white Chanel. U'll scream rite? Picture tht, bt like in life form. Does tht even make sense? haha. Okay, i'm signing out fr a while. so, miss me. (:


whee~

Love; Asyiqin.-best friend./
Love; Diyanahhh.-best friend./
Love; Manissa.- Good friend from pri sch. /
Love; FAA. -Primary Friend. /
Love; AishahGoldfish. -ex-clsmate.
Love; Jiayi. -ex clsmate./
Love; Shi Tiqq.- Gd friend. /
Love; Ka Min.- Friend. /
Love; Nicole.-Friend./
Love; Nadin's other blog./
Love; Ain.- Bestie./
Love; Azhar.-Friend/
Love; Firdaus.-Chocalate. /
Love; Emelia.-Friend/
Love; Nabillah./
Love; ./
Love


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