♥ Friday, 5 June 2009 / 22:59
After so long! haha. I'm bck bitches. haha i always wanted t say tht. nvr gt arnd t it. haha. a week passed and i went thru major drama wit my life and not so major changes. okayy. scratch tht. ZERO changes haf been made t my life. at least i think. Fuhua secondary School have jst had her 10th anniversary celebrations cum dinner. th sch is so young and yet, it looks like it has been in operations since like 1980s. It looks bloody old cn? ahha. Emceed at th NEW Fuhua Indoor Sports Hall. FISH. Geddit? i laughed uncontrollably when Nicole mentioned this t ms Wong(my tic) . She's a really nice person once u get t knw her. ahha. really cute too. like her expressions and stuffs. haha. hugged 3 ppl tday and im so happy. bused home feeling all moody coz saw someone i really didnt wanna see. (Yes, its you.) . ((: . When i reached hme, i was all like "ASSALAMUALAIKUM!" t a family which looked t me like i'm some weirdo. haha. idk. it jst makes me happy when i see my loved ones. haha. then had family time afterwards. It was fun as my family dnt really do this often. I'm like such an outcast in this perfect lil family. )): . Kinda h8 it. hah. so tht was tday. let me bring all u ppl t th beginning of th wk.
Monday: Was funny in th mrng, i sent out msgs saying tht i wnt accept tardiness if any of my team mates were l8 t th meeting(starts at 8). I came at 8.14. haha. then they were all " u said u dnt accept tardiness then u urself l8!" haha. i was like all smiles. fr those who knw me, like really knw me, u would b able t come t a conclusion tht i am ALWAYS l8. I'm l8 fr EVERYTHING. D8s, meetings and stuff. ahah. th reason so is because i DO NOT like t w8 fr other ppl. its like so boring jst standing there. haha. i knw its selfish bt hey, call me selfish. ahah. then afterwards, was rushing t th parent teachers meet. did double shifts and spent good quality time wit Shi tiqq. Love her t death. haha. Saw Diyanah's mum and talked t Ms Tan. Yes, Ms Tan. Realised tht we haf th same phone and her dad sent her t work. Thought it was her boyf. ahha. All of us knw she has one, bt we dnt kwn who. she's all mysterious. haha. 99ed hme afterwards. *note t self: owe jordan $2*
Tuesday: Didn't sleep Monday nite then felt sick tuesday morn. I really didnt feel like gng t sch and my parents was like, u dnt haf t go t sch. then i was like cnt, there's phys and humans and rehearsal afterwards so i'll b bck l8. Tht mrng, i had, fever, cough, sore throat&runny nose. ALL of th swine symptoms. haha. i really felt like i was dying. bt hoho, it wasn't me. My mother's brother passed away tht day, at arnd 3 in th aft. *may Allah bless his soul* . it was an exceptionally dramatic day fr her. Mummy, if yr reading this, which i'm pretty confident tht yr nt, I LOVE YOU. Even though i may nt show it, i do. I think abt you in everything i do. i jst needed t get this across because, if i ever leave you ever so suddenly, at least you knw tht it came frm th bottom of my heart. *sheds a tear* .
Wednesday: Ponned all classes and slept thru th whole day. hah. th meds tht i took really did th tricked. i felt all happy tht day. i felt like a princess too! Thnks sis fr taking care of me th whole day tday! ILY.
Thursday: Had t go bck t sch. My mc was only fr a day. haha. as soon as i stepped into th classroom, Moomoo was like ' u passed me yr sore throat...' . All i did was smile. *I passed it t him on purpose.* had phys and waited 2.5 hrs fr Yeo woei ter(pronounced as waiter)'s chem cls. he was like talking bout equations and stuff. didnt really pay attn. haha. had rehearsals aft tht. Ms Wong is srsly like cute wit her expressions. haha.
Friday: Felt kinda happy tday. hah. then had rehearsals. Tday is a big day fr Asyiqin as she finally returns home frm tht dreaded 5 day camp of hers. Sry babe i slept thru our convo lst nite. ahah. Th sch: fr whtever. My father's family: One of my relatives passed away. *god bless her soul, InsyaAllah. * .
As you cn see, God gives us a life tht we shud really treasure. So if those of you who really think of suicide and tht life is unfair and shit, think twice. Treasure it while you cn. ((: . This is becoming so serious. haha
Nw, my fingers hurt frm typing too much and my sis is liek ' i wanna use th comp' . Irritating. haha. tht's all folks!!!
whee~ .
Mummy, Daddy and family: I LOVE YOU. Even though i may nt show it.
